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here we go again..

For the past few days, I've realized some unusual headaches.. yeah, that blood pressure issue snuck up on me again. I got back on the stationary bike for a half hour to sweat a little. I'll turn up the time and intensity over the next few days, helps bring down the blood pressure and get me into shape a bit. I'm running out of air going up the stairs, can't have that..

So I'm getting ready to go back to stock soon and say goodbye to my few month old 5zigens lol
I'm looking into a far more aggressive set up overall for next year. Going for car show status.
Fuck the haters.

Other than that.. Forza 3 owns my time. Sad..

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It was an interesting week without the ex-coworker at work. I've crept back into my whole and would prefer to be left alone but I'm being interrogated every minute of the day. I'm thinking, "thanks for thinking I know everything" but I don't so you need to stop..

Other than that, it was surprisingly slow as fack this week for some reason.

And then the weekend.. another failed attempt at Green Velvet due to sleeping issues lol I even got the key to my mom's car and I knocked out cold around 10. That did help me get up for the following morning though. Another great JDMC meet and this one had Roaring Lion hahaha

Spent the day out there chilling with the usual folks and then went home to rest. I think it's time to retire my Hosoi's, they're beat and walking in them hurts now. They still look good but they're getting uncomfortable. I need another pair of beaters, all of my shoes are mostly suede so they're screwed in the rain. I'll have to get a pair of something for the winter.

Today was good.. I think I've decided that I do need to head to Mexico next summer. I'm thinking for 3 or 4 weeks. I have some catching up to do out there. I found out that my aunt and uncle were here from Mexico and they came over today. I haven't seen them in 15yrs! I walked into the living room and was so friggin thrilled to see them. I didn't even shake my uncle's hand, just straight into a hug hahaha

I want to go back next year for sure, I'll need to touch up my Spanish big time! haha

I also took advantage of Best Buy's buy 2 games and get the 3rd one free. Finally got Gran Turismo 5: Prologue and Metal Gear Solid 4. I also picked up Dead Space for the 360. I also finally grabbed an HDMI cable for my PS3. Sweet! haha

Just a little update I guess.. can you spot my car?

anxiety.. boredom..

Today was not my day.. I can't really explain it but I woke up on the wrong side of the bed but not really. It was one of those days where you want to be alone but you want to do something but there's nothing to do if you get what I mean. I woke up early for some reason, showered and got ready to watch the Formula One Brazilian Grand Prix. That ended and the fam left me at home. Bored, I went out for a quick drive to 7-11 where I found out that the Domokun straws were all gone. I got back home and fired up Forza 2 and there went the rest of my day pretty much.

I tried watching the Bears game but for some reason I was, and still am, anxious. I'm not really sure why, but I am. I can tell you that I'm not looking forward to work tomorrow as I'm now left alone with the new boss which I hate. But something tells me that's not why I'm anxious and honestly I have no real clue why I am. Could be something to do with being so friggin bored on a nice day and not having anywhere to go. I was going to wash my car but I opted against it. Probably a good thing since the gangbangers down the street were out test driving their EG which I have a feeling now has the motor out of the Del Sol that's sitting on the corner completely stripped. What a place to live..

I decided to play some more Forza 2 when I couldn't sit still to watch the game but I got bored of it quick so I played some GTA4 but that also lost me quick. So what's next you say? I fired up the PS3 and played some Gran Turismo 2 and Ridge Racer 4. Yeah, I'm that bored.. but that only lasted a few races each..

So what the hell is going on? I can't really tell.. all I know is that it sucks.

I also know that I need a vacation. I need to get away and probably should do that by myself. I need to clear my mind and somewhat restart myself fresh. I feel like that kid that wants to do everything in life but doesn't know where to begin. Shit, I am that kid to be honest. I have a plan, but I'm dragging ass to execute it. Someone, please push me already...

Months of F1 watching.. I've grown fond of this commercial, but I can't find it in English so Japanese will do.



Also a highlight of my weekend, a picture with the ladies at the Hawks game.

Flying Lizard Vs Corvette Racing

My two favorite GT2 teams playing rough at Laguna Seca.

Madventures Dorifto!!!!1!11!!!!

wait.. where am I going again?

The bullshit at work continues.. I don't do anything once I get out from work but I always seem to forget to continue looking for another job. I've also decided that I'll get into the Pharmaceutical thing. I've talked about it for years and finally someone convinced me, what better time than now no??

I'm starting to get that nasty feeling in me again from being alone and for not really doing shit. I said something today and on the inside I did an emo face.. I'm happy by myself but at the same time it would be nice to have someone to be with it even it wasn't super serious. I've lost most of my lady friends just from living busy lives (I know what you're probably thinking is that I've said something stupid to them but I honestly haven't).

Its the fall blues maybe.. time is closing in on having to replace my suspension with my stock stuff again and to set the wheels aside, possibly for the last time. I've done so much and met so many cool people over the last few months but I feel like I haven't done everything I wanted to this year. The funny thing is that the car has been sitting in my garage for 2wks now. There's so much construction that I don't take it to work and the only time I've driven it is to the JDMC meets. Its funny.. I'll hop in the car, pull it out of the garage and I feel free.......

It kind of takes me back to some late ass night convos I had with ecks years ago about what it meant to me. I've caught myself watching the rolling video over and over just thinking about the joy and freedom I feel driving my car. Its not much, but its a lot to me. I would love to put it away for the winter and get a beater but that's just not possible with my sorry ass savings.

I wish I had some goods news and maybe even a cheery blog post but I don't. About the only happy time I get is that feeling of a hot cup of coffee in my hand on a chilly morning but that quickly fades when I realize where I'm usually heading for and once I get there, I'm already ready to lose my mind. I find myself craving a cigarette more now that before.. Actually, I think my itch for a drink is stronger. I thought about heading to the bar tomorrow before the meet but all attempts and finding people to go with me failed so I guess I'll skip that part lol

Anyway.. its 1am and I should be sleeping. 5hrs of sleep here I come!